Its not you, it’s me. April 6, 2010

I am not sure how I would react if I knew that the people I see in my day-to-day life read my blog.

Would I confidently be able to look in their eyes?
Or would I run and hide.

I think I would be the latter.
Whilst I do want to know if people are reading this, I also don’t because I am so open here.
So honest.
I am not this person in real life.

I hold my emotions close.
My thoughts even closer.

Would I be more guarded on here if people I know, my friends, my partner, my boss, my parents are reading this?
Answer is yes.
Reason is because I don’t want to be judged by them.
Anyone but them.
And I don’t want them to blame themselves for anything I write.
Anything I feel.
Anything I think.

If you are reading this.
I am sorry.
It’s not you — its me.