Friday, June 4, 2010

Doormat April 21, 2010

I am sick to death of being the doormat.

I always thought I was a stronger person than this.
I always looked at other people and wondered why they stayed in that relationship, in that situation and didn’t just break themselves free.
Wondered why they couldn’t see that they had the strength to do it.

Now I know that they don’t know they are trapped.
That anything is wrong.

Today I discovered that I am the doormat.
and I have been for years.
I take the abuse and I give everything I have in return.

I wish that with, the revelation came the solution.
It doesn’t.
I am just angry that it has taken me 10 years to see it.
And it will probably take me another 10 to work out how to correct it.

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